Monday, December 11, 2023

In The Nature of Man

The deep-longing desires for permanency, perpetuity, and preservation are I do believe innate in man, encoded deeply enough as to be part of his DNA.

It is in the very nature of Man to create, pro-create, build and preserve.  Not to destroy and lay waste, both his creation and himself.  Thus, we find generally no logic or justication in suicide-bombing, or even just suicide.  Or for that matter any act the default result of which is one's own demise without a decidedly greater cause.  Thus, we can justify greater love than this when a man gives his life for his friend.

I myself shudder at the thought of any destruction, whether real or make-believe.  I hate watching movies where things are blasted away like buildings or cars, or even the most petty of things.  But I beam in pride and glory at the sight of things being built and becoming reality.

We are hardwired toward creation and self-preservation.  Though at times this gets short-circuited along the way, and thus in our insanity  temporarily  set aside.

In a nuclear war nobody wins because everything is destroyed.  All potential combatants know and understand this.  Everybody is resigned and committed to this eventuality in the event of any nuclear exchange between two opposing nuclear powers.  There are no two ways about it.

Ergo, the country or people who are most committed to create and preserve are the least likely to start a nuclear war.  And vice-versa.

Sunday, December 10, 2023

Some Unforgotten Childhood Chore

 

                                                                                      


Living with a large family allows an accumulation of memories that tarry on and refuse to go way.

This is one such hardy memory that had kept me anxious during  my last afternoon nap.

Living and growing up with my large family in that old house along Del Mar and Victoria Sts, I had chores like any other siblings, though in hindsight I wonder why I felt undue brunt on many of them, being only the 5th child in a brood of nine.

On the ground floor of that very cramped house, tucked between my parents' bedroom and the bathroom facility was a small enclosure called the kuwartito.  It was intended as the help's quarters, right next door to their tiny and dark bathroom facility.  The room was also limited in space by the fact that it was partly under the stairwell leading to the 2nd floor.  That throwaway space was used to store odd stuff - like tires, clothing and rags, cardboard, etc.  As if that these were not enough, there was built another compartment made of wood and amakan and situated flushed to the outside wall.  It was at least 5 feet high and maybe 2 square meters, with a small opening on the top..  It was used as storage of palay.

The story of the source of the  palay merits another separate account. For now, let us proceed to the chore.  In effect, the palay was our household inventory and supply for the rice that we needed each day for our meals.  Every time our supply of rice would run low, the family dipped into that supply.

My chore was to load palay to two big jute sacks, using the kerosene "taro" to scoop palay from the enclosure into the 2 sacks.  This was one "prickly" chore since exposure to the palay made one very itchy all over, aggravated by the intolerable heat in that very cramped space. But it had to be done.

The sacks were then loaded to a tartanilla and delivered for milling to  Buhayco rice mill somewhere along Real St. near its intersection with either Gomez or Luzon Sts. One retrieved one sack of milled rice for the two sacks brought. Then back to the house. And this chore was repeated as the need arose.

Initially none of us young kids in the house raised any question about the source of the palay. .As I got older, certain things began to add up, and not because we started asking questions.  But simply because one added to another.

One very vivid recollection I have as a kid  is of a trip we made to a place in Opol, riding in a relative's  shiny Ford sedan.  Our uncle and aunt who were our next door neighbors, brought some of us siblings together with their only son for the trip.  It was to be  a day long trip, where food was brought and handled by a helper who came along for the ride.

The trip was among other things memorable because of the number of times we had to disembark during the entire trip.  Not that the car was not reliable, but because it was determined that the precaution was critical for our protection.

First, from the house in Victoria driving to Carmen, we had to disembark as the car negotiated the steep downgrade leading to the makeshift ferry docked near the City Hall.  The old bridge bombed during the last year was not restored yet.  And then on the disembarking procedure was repeated for every bridge all the way to Opol.  Can't remember how many.  But understandably it had to be done since all the bridges then were made from coconut trunks that were not considered reliable.  So each time we disembarked, we walked behind the car as it negotiated the bridge, then back inside on the other side.  This was the routine.

We reached Opol and were thrilled to see irrigation canals running parallel and vertical to the highway, with clear and cool waters flowing noisily.  We were told that they were fit to soak in, which we did without a moment's delay.

Later, we learned that our uncle and aunt were visiting their basakan in Opol and that our parents also had theirs in the same location.

Back to the house, on occasion we would get visits from a soft-spoken and kindly old man named Iyo Unque.  And we would overhear conversations about palay production and how much we could expect.  Pretty soon sacks of palay would arrive and they would be unloaded into our little stash..

Th equation therefore as best as I could figure out was  that Iyo Inque took care of planting and harvesting palay from basakan owned by my parents, and the production was shared between the two parties.

So ends a clear enough exposition of one particular arrangement consenting people had during those times.  Arrangements that ostensibly benefited all parties concerned.

One last lingering thought on the whole thing. I can only imagine the rat problem we were initiating because of that palay storage right on the ground floor where it is very accessible.  And so to this day the scourge of that little neighborhood  is, you guessed right, the rat problem.


Friday, September 01, 2023

You and Your Descendants

 

You and Your Descendants

 

Strong contravening forces of both nature and nurture will conspire

to almost guarantee next generations will be different from prior.

 

Mothers and fathers markedly different and estranged from progenitors;

while children and grandchildren in many ways alien to their ancestors.

 

Though still obvious reality when certain individuals surprise many

when they appear looking and acting like their previous progeny.

 

The similarities and differences treading beyond just physical beatitude,

but all the way down to values and priorities, and yes, even pulchritude.

 

We affirm that God’s stupendous and inscrutable handiwork assures

the utter uniqueness of each human person in His cache of treasures.

 

We hope the moral absolutes learned through our long history

filter down to the last generation of the anointed human family.

 

After all, we also believe these are encoded in our very nature.

To be searched for and discovered in true fashion and nurture.

 

Thursday, May 18, 2023

In The Threshold of Life, Where Do You Stand?

 As I age even more I find the chasm between the spiritual life (or at least the perception of it) and that of the realities of our living getting wider and wider, rather than closer as the end of our temporal lives comes closer.

As Christians, our avowals to the strict precepts of our Leader, Jesus Christ, get more and more intense, yet we find the daily living of our lives instead veering away more and more from those “hard sayings”.

In no mean terms, Christ has repeatedly intoned that to be like him we must deny ourselves, follow him, and take up our daily crosses.  That life is one battle after another, from one cross to another which at times weigh heavier, till our last dying breath.  That there is no respite for us in these temporal settings.

 The only consolation afforded us mortals has been His words that doing all these, He will send us grace, as a “foretaste” of the eternal kingdom He promised us afterwards.  To illustrate this, consider being under extreme thirst from denial of water for many days, and we get a drop of water in our tongues, just enough to experience the thought of relief that water can bring.  That is to me what foretaste is.

And yet how far have we strayed from these stringent strictures? We still even in our mellow ages, crave for temporal pleasures brought on by our daily pursuits.  The pleasurable trips that we take or planned to take.

The fine rich food we pine for and/or savor.  The idle tasks and camaraderie we thirst for among our friends and relations, and loved ones.

In other words, our pursuits still are essentially those that provide us with the fleeting pleasures of earth, rather than the lasting treasures that are supposed to be laid for eternity.

 And which can come only with our daily taking of our crosses.


Sunday, April 09, 2023

Quest for Childlike Innocence

 

Quest for Childlike Innocence

 

 

When the cares of the world threaten to overwhelm,

how nice it would be to be lost in a children's playground

nestled comfortably in the midst of any nowhere.

 

What could compare with the playful innocence of a child?

 let loose with the swings and see-saws of yore?

Untethered from the constricting cares of adulthood.

 

Swinging to and fro with the carefree ease of the wind.

Or climbing hither and thither, the worldly cares too distant.

Exchanging somber silence with innocent lively giggles.

 

Oh, to be a child again, lost in the embrace of youth.

Innocent and wild as the fairy nymphs in books.

Yet loved and treasured by all hither and yonder.