Showing posts with label Poetry. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Poetry. Show all posts

Thursday, January 11, 2024

Somber Thoughts On A New Year

 Somber Thoughts On A New Year


Lingering hope gives impetus to continue with life.

It proffers clarity of vision to see through hazy veil

that shrouds our real purposes here on this earth.


That lowly man is here only as itinerant traveler,

preordained to begin his real life in the spirit

devoid of the constrictive trappings of the flesh.


Still, while the mind and spirit share a clear 

and unstinting grasp of our real goals in life,

keeping this frame of mind is mostly difficult.


And calamitous lapses in judgment are typical,

making it necessary to be always reminded 

of guiding principles that should rule daily living

Friday, September 01, 2023

You and Your Descendants

 

You and Your Descendants

 

Strong contravening forces of both nature and nurture will conspire

to almost guarantee next generations will be different from prior.

 

Mothers and fathers markedly different and estranged from progenitors;

while children and grandchildren in many ways alien to their ancestors.

 

Though still obvious reality when certain individuals surprise many

when they appear looking and acting like their previous progeny.

 

The similarities and differences treading beyond just physical beatitude,

but all the way down to values and priorities, and yes, even pulchritude.

 

We affirm that God’s stupendous and inscrutable handiwork assures

the utter uniqueness of each human person in His cache of treasures.

 

We hope the moral absolutes learned through our long history

filter down to the last generation of the anointed human family.

 

After all, we also believe these are encoded in our very nature.

To be searched for and discovered in true fashion and nurture.

 

Sunday, April 09, 2023

Quest for Childlike Innocence

 

Quest for Childlike Innocence

 

 

When the cares of the world threaten to overwhelm,

how nice it would be to be lost in a children's playground

nestled comfortably in the midst of any nowhere.

 

What could compare with the playful innocence of a child?

 let loose with the swings and see-saws of yore?

Untethered from the constricting cares of adulthood.

 

Swinging to and fro with the carefree ease of the wind.

Or climbing hither and thither, the worldly cares too distant.

Exchanging somber silence with innocent lively giggles.

 

Oh, to be a child again, lost in the embrace of youth.

Innocent and wild as the fairy nymphs in books.

Yet loved and treasured by all hither and yonder.

Sunday, December 18, 2022

Life’s A-wastin’

 Life’s  A-wastin’


Your earthly life is so very short.  So do not waste any of it.

This conscious stream of thought strings along my morning jog.


Keeping company as I negotiate the twists and turns of my rote.

And invariably of the ups and downs of daily living, too.


A casual admonition constantly hammered in our minds.

Most expectedly for those of us in the twilight of our years.


Rivulets of counsel feed the besieging river on the subject.

Perchance we may be off-footed what this beatitude is.


Why seekest thou rest (and pleasure), since thou art born to labor?

We hear a’ Kempis chime in with such serious tone and sense.

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So, we ask ourselves this itchy question.

How is life then wasted or not wasted?

Wednesday, November 30, 2022

A Bottled-Up Life

 A Bottled-Up Life


Time was from the constricting walls of adolescence,

when I felt that life was one heavy onus dropped on me.

In which society's demands on life reigned supreme.


That life was one of purpose, and of destiny.

That life stayed within certain acceptable boundaries, 

Bottled up and neatly labeled for good measure.


Acquire actionable knowledge and passable skills,

Sufficient enough to raise and support a healthy family,

to dutifully enlist in civilization's inexorable forward march.


 All artfully designed to fulfill destiny and sustain humanity.

So it came to be for me, to fit snugly as a compliant cog,

in an efficient and ever-whirring machine of grand design.


But routines started to leak out and  break apart.

I ceased working for a living and commenced living for life.

It was then I felt a crying need from a gaping hole within.


The urge to lend to words to life events and inspiring ideas,

 racing through my suddenly awakened mind,

 all loudly vying for time and space.


Taking reins were pesky things that wanted to rule my life.

Of some deterministic obsession about what I ought to do.

Driven to extremes by compulsion hard to shunt aside.


All this I found awaited me like a siren call.

With reluctant gusto, I did what had to be done.

Committed to the written word dimly-lit memories in mind.


Egged on by some  formidable duress within,

coupled with urgency of  life about to be extinguished.

And now having gone out the wringer, I feel completed.


A published book it shall be for posterity and heritage. 

One designed to transcend the limits of temporal life.

And hopefully, worthy enough for those near and dear.


Sunday, November 29, 2020

Man’s Many Uses of Literature

 

Even in this muddled day and age, the poet William Shakespeare continues to be   held in high affection for many reasons.  And it is no difficult task to cite a couple.

He was a great story-teller, creating stunning poetry of otherwise dreary real events that figured prominently in our history.  Secondly, the English language he wrote in was substantially enhanced by him via his prodigious skills as a wordsmith, creating over a thousand new words which have been zealously added to the lexicon.  With his contributions he truly enriched the language in very significant ways.

One could then delve into the frame of mind he wrote his immortal pieces.  Did he write for his own satisfaction and appreciation, or pride, displaying phenomenal skills not enjoyed by many?  In other words, did he write to express and pursue his deep passions for writing to enable him to see how far and how deeply he could develop such skills?  And in the process also revel in having produced notable pieces of art.  The utter joys of the beaming artisan in front of his own creation!

We are quite conversant with the intimate connections of literature with mysticism, embodying in both the author’s grand vision and ambitions, his consuming restlessness and dissatisfaction with life as lived.  Though he also finds joys and delight at the creative discoveries of his own handiwork.

Or did he write pursuing commercial ends?  Did he live an opulent style producing those beautiful poetic works?  This is highly doubtful, as well as I suppose for most noted writers of the past eras.

Or did he write essentially so other people would be able to read them and understand for the reasons he wrote them?  His many poetic works are truly beautiful uses of the written word. But can we be certain that our own interpretation of each of them jibes with the author’s?  How can we tell with certainty?  Or maybe just possibly?

One likes to believe that one other plausible reason he may have written his works in the ways he did was because he also wanted to find how people would comprehend him writing in the very unique and novel style that he had developed.  Like a riddle, he wanted to find out if indeed they could understand them for the same reasons he wrote them, writing in his own most personal and unusual style.  A style so unique and different from others, one could say he was peerless and thus stood alone in that one particular sphere.  And for this matter then, maybe every other poet of note and consequence also wrote with this one thing in mind, in a style so personal and unique there is no other like it.

In the realm of oral language, we talk about professionals who engage in the exposition and interpretation of body language, analyzing speech in the context of or in relation to their body movements.  Couldn’t one also use that to analyze the written works of poets and writers and derive some sense of why and how they wrote their works?  In other words, did their words as written convey any sense of purpose why they wrote them, or even whether their words reveal their mental state?  Many say that Edgar Allan Poe’s dark life somehow spilled over to his body of works.  Dark and dreary as we are inclined to feel in his notable works.

Or it could be as cut and dried as we are told that the reason El Greco painted the way he did was because he may have had problems of his vision making him see real images in odd symmetry.

The point to convey is that we cannot discount the fact that certain people may write for the purpose of trying to find out if their intended readers could comprehend their writings the way they were intended to.

It is also possible that people write in such a way that they can hide their true purposes for their work, as an exercise of shielding their own privacy with regard to certain things.  Thus, those people write stuff though available to the public but intended secretively only for their own personal purposes.

Thus, for those of us who write on a regular basis, and more than just weaving together several sentences at a time, but at least writing regularly essay length treatises, we can ask ourselves that question.  How and for what reason do we write?

I once wrote a very mundane piece on the local traffic and had primarily wanted to eschew actual conditions in unrealistic ways to depict how bad and frustrating traffic was to me personally. So a piece written with so much irony and tongue-in-check.  Or maybe even oozing a bit with sarcasm.

One perceptive anonymous commenter expressed that my attempt showed I was trying too hard so much so that the piece had instead totally failed as a serious commentary of a real-life situation.  In honesty, I took the critique graciously for truly I believe I can learn even more listening to those who read my pieces.  It was the anonymity that did not sit well with me, because it implied I could not take any criticism and would thus be irked.  But this was not the case.

Anyway, this is one clear instance when the reason one writes a piece is at cross-purposes with those who read it.  And I as the author could definitely say that the reader missed the point.  This illustrates the case I am trying to hypothesize regarding intended reasons why a piece is written.  And could only be known by the author.  Thus, possibly in an obtuse way, the author may be hiding the real purposes why he wrote.

I do at times write to test how or how deeply the reader would understand what I can trying to convey.  Thus, while it may not be too easily discernible upon first blush, the wished-for hope is that a serious rereading of the piece could expose the deeper intent embedded in the piece.

A piece written very straightforwardly or too declaratively may appear too blunt, or too rude, for those targeted.  The circumspection could help soften the at times caustic message. 

 

 

Thursday, November 26, 2020

WHEN SOMEBODY DEPARTS

 



WHEN SOMEBODY DEPARTS

 

When somebody departs from this world,

we the living are made to rue and even to regret

if we had been derelict in the temporal niceties

of properly bidding farewell to the deceased.

 

Like saying our tearful good-byes.

Reconciling if we had unresolved issues.

Conveying love by word of mouth,

 Or paying homage to that relationship.  

 

I say there is a lot more to life than this.

That is, of a contented or thorough life.

 

All memories are of the mind.

And they embrace both real actions witnessed,

 or those fancied and simply desired.

 

Even the process of reconciliation,

or saying our fond farewell,

 or even our love, starts with the mind.

 

Once started it fuses as an integral part of us,

Inseparable, to be remembered and cherished.

 

That is the beauty and splendor of our species,

for we can both be physical and/or transcendent

 

In the end, what is in the mind is more momentous,

and telling for the living.

 

We are lovingly survived by their fondness,

 and continue to treasure life because of their clinginess.

 

All noble actions desired need not all come to fruition.

Sufficient is the desire and resolve to pursue them.

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

A Humble Attempt At Free Verse

MUSINGS OF A SOLITARY PERSON SEARCHING FOR KINDRED SPIRIT



It’s been quite sometime that I’ve found that this mortal coil I’m tied to
has become rather burdensome.
It’s not that suddenly the load has become unbearable;
nor because its multiplying cares have conspired to overwhelm.
It’s not even because of the countless frustrations it has spawned daily.

Why then the wanton indifference,
the lackadaisical and dreary outlook to the unfolding reality that slowly rolls in each day ?
Culled from a veritable storehouse of life experiences, the answer is readily unraveled.
The uncanny realization that earthly life is bereft of meaning,
so fleeting and so vaporous in its content.

Finding that nothing of life induces inspiration to pursue it with at least decent fervor.
No wonder then its trite challenges are met with tepidity and nonchalance.
Finding that the trifling values and pursuits that present-day man has clothed life with,
I look down with derision and disdain.

Harboring no ill will toward man himself
but only at the blatantly hedonistic pursuits that preoccupy his day.
A gnawing yearning for something more meaningful and profound is felt spiritually.
Things that satisfactorily fulfill my very discriminating criteria for goals worthy of pursuit.

Things that relate to the higher and noble nature of man.
Ultimate causes that address what comes after this so inscrutable existence.
And the pangs of impatience obstinately tear at my consciousness,
Making it very difficult to exhibit even feigned interest
and enthusiasm at the very mundane concerns of everyday living.

Despite the gloomy picture painted above,
the quest for meaning is doggedly pursued if only to justify continued existence.
The ultimate purposes are easily articulated with nary an iota of doubt.
To mortify and bring the material body to complete and total subjugation
by the spirit through the strict practice of A S C E T I C I S M.

This determination gives me impetus to continue with life.
It proffers the clarity of vision to see through the hazy veil
that shrouds the real purpose of man here on this earth.

That he is here only as an itinerant traveler,
preordained to begin his real life in the spirit
devoid of the constrictive trappings of the flesh.
Still, while the mind and spirit share a clear and unstinting grasp of my real goals in life,
Keeping in this frame of mind is most of the time difficult
and calamitous lapses are not uncommon,
Making it necessary to incessantly remind myself of the guiding principles
that should rule my daily living.

But life ought to be more than just an excruciating tolerance
and nonchalance of the events that shape it.
It ought to be more than just trying to survive the trip so the goal can be attained.
It is still within one’s capabilities to make life a more positive experience.

One should be able to look forward to each day with child-like anticipation,
in tandem with a driving passion to be an active and catalytic participant in it.
And not just a passive onlooker being bandied about,
satisfied with just trying to salvage the most out of a situation.

If such a possibility should exist,
I ought to dig deep into myself and my innermost resources to find out.
To enable me to look at life in a positive perspective
so that I can approach each day with promise and excitement.

The search might be made more meaningful
if I can find a kindred spirit to share my sentiments and philosophy.
Is it possible to find such a person in this lifetime,
or am I so alienated from the rest ?

In my own peculiar and quaint ways
I pursue the search for kindred soul for I still have to find one.
While everyday, I struggle and grope around trying to maintain the precarious equilibrium
that makes life bearable and livable.
At every turn and every tick of the clock,
confrontational situations stare at me,
Demanding undivided attention
and unyielding to anything less than total commitment.

Most of the time, the battles seem to weigh against me
resulting in a troubling and agonizing sense of frustration.
And as if these were not sufficient for the day’s share of troubles,
the vagaries of my sensual emotions float around the mind seeking fulfillment.

Sensuous desires, definedly moral taboos, buffet the will;
Are the learned moral values of our youth still relevant or what ?
The many familial concerns also add their share of bitter medicine
to an already water-logged soul.

Indeed, life seems not to be getting any better in terms of achieving a yeoman’s share
of those fleeting moments of seeming peace and tranquility
so that my mind can relax and savor the beautiful vistas it surveys
as it glides through the times of my life.

Death seems such a sweet and tempting alternative to extricate oneself from all this living.
but in an inexplicable, almost sadistic, way one can’t help believing
that these trials are cathartic and may indeed make for a more saintly life.

For do not all these bring out in each one of us
the same godly dignity that permeated Christ's earthly life?


(Republished)